I needed the weekend I had. I needed my husband to take a break from studying and just hang out with us. We walked and walked and enjoyed an arts festival. I loved that we could walk to church and God really filled me with peace sunday. I think watching both of my little girls dancing and enjoying worship put things into perspective for me. I want to be content with where I am. I think I am focusing too much on what the future holds and missing the whole point of the present. I am trying to be the best mother I can and in order to do that I need to live in this moment. I still feel at a loss on a day to day basis. I try to do fun things and keep my house in order but I am learning that staying home has sacrifices involved. I feel like I have so much to learn about being an adult, let alone a parent. I am simply sitting under God's grace right now because I feel I am not doing a great job at either of those things.
"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9
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The musings of a simply complicated life.
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